What caused the nose to bleed......
seriously.....
i don't really know.....
does it scares me?.....
well, i don't think so .....
hmm....
2 months....since it started bleeding very badly....
Usually, it seldom bleed.
But recently, it bleed like a running tap water
It bleeds without any signs or warning...
Yes i've started counting....
14 scary times that it had bleed.
One or maybe two boxes of tissues always comes in handy...
Talking about nose bleed.....
It reminded me of "someone" way back during secondary school....
All i can say...that "someone" was one of the special person in my life...
She too had the same problem as me.
Frequently...her nose will bleed....
And as the usual naughty me...i used to call her names like "bloody nose girl" and stuff.
Yes i know...i was bad.
I swear i was just teasing.
I thought that due to heaty stuff it caused her nose to bleed.
.....
........
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Unfortunately...only after she was gone....
i was told that all these while she was sick....
She seemed to be so healthy and cheerful when she was alive.
Sometimes sickness doesn't really shows.
Well life is unpredictable.
So...What's causing my nose to bleed??
Some said, it was due to heaty stuff i ate....
Some said, it was due to the hatred by someone that they took
revenge on me by putting evil spells or curse on me....
Some said, i may be suffering from some sickness.....
Well...the reasons above seems possible.
But..I've yet to know the truth....
and i rather not know the truth....
Whether my life is going to be cut short or not, suffering or not....
that i have to let fate decide...
For me, death isn't something to be scred off...
because eventually, you still have to go.
Like what i always tell myself and the others..
"When you've got to go....You've got to go"
As for the bleeding....i'll get to know the cause of it sooner or later.
*For all those who cared: Don't worry...i'll do whatever that is right and best for me*
...Happy New Year and Best Wishes to all...and Happy "bloody" New Year to me...
⥠you and i both loved